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For a number of fucking reasons, the biggest one is that I don't get any views. EVER.
I haven't been drawing because I spend 2 hours on a damn picture that I get... MAYBE 10 views on. Like seriously WHAT THE FUCK? I've been REAL good at keeping this quiet but now I'm just sick of it, I wanna point out quite a few things.
I'm on 2 art websites, this one and FA. (furaffinity for those non furries). I posted the most recent picture I made yesterday, and I have an okay friendlist on here and a decent fanbase on FA. I got 7 views here. No, really, 7 fucking views on Deviantart for a picture that took me WELL over 2 hours. And unless I draw a visible fucking cock on furaffinity, nobody could give a fucking shit because furries are cock whores who have nothing better to do with their life than fantasize about sex with mystical characters. and before I get any die hard furries saying anything, fuck off, I'm a furry too in case you haven't noticed.
Another thing on this is people are total ASSHOLES over fandoms. Unless you draw fanservice 24/7, nobody could give a shit who you are. So instead of being creative and saying "let's look at this person because they have interesting characters" people have no creativity because nobody does that, they look for the person who's gonna draw their favorite character all the time and nothing fucking else. and I see it everywhere, one person can draw 50 thousand pictures of their own character and get nothing AT ALL. But as SOON as they draw a spyro or Cynder or Cooper, fox, Daxter whatever the fuck it is, all of the sudden they're the newest fucking sensation. Art is dead because little fanwhores do nothing but superfav their fav character all the time.
OH and have you noticed that even if you don't have fanbase, if you have the cash to get commissions, you become so fucking popular. Because people are too stupid to venture off and actually LOOK for other artists, they just rather sit on their asses and wait for a cool picture from their fanbase drawing sources to find other people.
I've lost all the drive I had to even make an effort to draw or write something anymore because It gets no views, because it's not part of a fandom OR is drawn be someone who is known because I'm poor and I don't WANNA draw fandom shit, I'm not gonna be known for that because I wanna be known for my characters and not someone else's.
But what's the point in this journal? Nobody's gonna give a fuck about me, nobody ever gives a fuck about me, nobody has, nobody ever will. Have a nice fucking day.
I haven't been drawing because I spend 2 hours on a damn picture that I get... MAYBE 10 views on. Like seriously WHAT THE FUCK? I've been REAL good at keeping this quiet but now I'm just sick of it, I wanna point out quite a few things.
I'm on 2 art websites, this one and FA. (furaffinity for those non furries). I posted the most recent picture I made yesterday, and I have an okay friendlist on here and a decent fanbase on FA. I got 7 views here. No, really, 7 fucking views on Deviantart for a picture that took me WELL over 2 hours. And unless I draw a visible fucking cock on furaffinity, nobody could give a fucking shit because furries are cock whores who have nothing better to do with their life than fantasize about sex with mystical characters. and before I get any die hard furries saying anything, fuck off, I'm a furry too in case you haven't noticed.
Another thing on this is people are total ASSHOLES over fandoms. Unless you draw fanservice 24/7, nobody could give a shit who you are. So instead of being creative and saying "let's look at this person because they have interesting characters" people have no creativity because nobody does that, they look for the person who's gonna draw their favorite character all the time and nothing fucking else. and I see it everywhere, one person can draw 50 thousand pictures of their own character and get nothing AT ALL. But as SOON as they draw a spyro or Cynder or Cooper, fox, Daxter whatever the fuck it is, all of the sudden they're the newest fucking sensation. Art is dead because little fanwhores do nothing but superfav their fav character all the time.
OH and have you noticed that even if you don't have fanbase, if you have the cash to get commissions, you become so fucking popular. Because people are too stupid to venture off and actually LOOK for other artists, they just rather sit on their asses and wait for a cool picture from their fanbase drawing sources to find other people.
I've lost all the drive I had to even make an effort to draw or write something anymore because It gets no views, because it's not part of a fandom OR is drawn be someone who is known because I'm poor and I don't WANNA draw fandom shit, I'm not gonna be known for that because I wanna be known for my characters and not someone else's.
But what's the point in this journal? Nobody's gonna give a fuck about me, nobody ever gives a fuck about me, nobody has, nobody ever will. Have a nice fucking day.
10 years a Deviant
I kind of completely forgot I've had a DA account for 10 years this year. It almost feels like forever ago I was on this site in my living room, trying to read down everything I could from the bunch of friends I've had. I always thought all of you were so creative either in drawing or writing, and I always felt like I had the coolest bunch around me. I kind of think I'm the only one still on here from the majority of groups, though I don't really use this account. It's more of just a time capsule.
Either way, it's almost... soothing to think back on those times. Good or bad, this is where I got my start, where I figured out who I was, and wh
Might start using this site again.
It's kind of just sitting here so I guess I'll get back into it sometime.
Black hole sun
Black hole sun
Won't you Come?
And wash away the rain
Black hole sun
Won't you come?
Won't you come?
Hang my head
Drown my fear
Till you all just Disappear~
Black hole Sun
Won't you come?
And wash away the rain
Black hole sun
Won't you come?
Won't you come.
Awrrr just one hell of a slur of emotions just washed over me. Mostly content ones cause I listened to my boyfriend sleep for a couple hours, he's really cute when he snores <3
And then the ones about here, how long I left and how barren and different it feels now. So much has changed. Man This just all feels weird.
Black hole sun, don't you come?
Oh, and I'm going to
Those days go by.
Man. I was 13 years old when I first got on here. Everything that's happened over the years, man. All my friends, the people I met, the furry fandom. It's all come from here. And I just... left. Everything's changed so much. I lost touch with all of you and for that, I apologize. But here, at the very least, let me give you all an update of me.
I'm 19 years old now. Old enough to drink in Canada. I have a boyfriend of which I love very dearly (and am considering marrying within the next few years or so but shhh he doesn't know ~) I decided to go to college for audio engineering and production. I pursued my vocal abilities and guitar to do a
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Some things I draw, I spend way longer than 2 hours on, and they barely get any views. It's a very simple case of either give in, or put up and shut up.
There are tonnes of groups for original characters/writing, and submitting your work to a few of them would boost your views considerably. Yes, of course, you have to find said groups, but surely that should be worth it for a few simple statistics.
Yes, I draw art of my CoD fan characters, but I do it for myself, not the views, and that's what it's supposed to be about. If you're only here for views, then you'll have to give in to the masses, or at least cater to the masses in a certain way i.e. porn, anime/manga, webcomics etc. If you don't want to do something like that, then either leave or find groups that are worth posting your art in.
Also, you might want to work on your anatomy as well, as it's a bit off in the sense that your characters (anthro-wise) get thinner and smaller the further you go down their body.
There are tonnes of groups for original characters/writing, and submitting your work to a few of them would boost your views considerably. Yes, of course, you have to find said groups, but surely that should be worth it for a few simple statistics.
Yes, I draw art of my CoD fan characters, but I do it for myself, not the views, and that's what it's supposed to be about. If you're only here for views, then you'll have to give in to the masses, or at least cater to the masses in a certain way i.e. porn, anime/manga, webcomics etc. If you don't want to do something like that, then either leave or find groups that are worth posting your art in.
Also, you might want to work on your anatomy as well, as it's a bit off in the sense that your characters (anthro-wise) get thinner and smaller the further you go down their body.